Some days I have it together. Some days I do not. And other days, like today, I am Jacob wrestling with God for all I am worth.
Lunchtime. I am sitting in my room, door locked, lights off, listening to Bethel Worship. I play the song You Came. Tears flowing, I am begging God to please come, pleading for him to whisk his breathe across my cheek, letting me feel His presence. Speak to me...please........
Suppertime. I am fixing soup, listening again to Bethel Worship. With no choosing on my end, a different song plays, and this one reminds me that He is with me, even when I don't feel it. . . Mike drop-walk away. Tears again. I know He wasn't actually the one singing, but He was. He spoke directly to my heart, reminding me that He is alive and well in my soul, so it can be well with my soul.
Trust Me.
I still feel like my hip is out of socket, but my heart can rest anew because He showed up, just like He always does, and spoke His Truth-I AM that I AM.
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